Sub-Mission

from Weather Arch Terrain Emulator Realm Sun by The North Star Project

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B-i-t-c-h!
Some dude got subdued by some bitch, sonofabitch
Such a sissy little bitch i've been beaten into submission.
I grew up as and have always been as a boy
that was used and abused into submission.
I don't even have to do drugs to feel the way I do.

It is like a high of its own to be so suppressed and subdued.
Like a trip away, a form of escape, every single song, every poem I type.
It is like a fix, chasing the music note,
the next one down my throat before this one ends.
I cannot move on from this song until I am working on whatever happens next,
on finding another one to escape with...
It is how I get my fix.
Meanwhile

Slike ima girl who tries to act like I am not.
For a while I have been trying to be more open.
I basically say that I am gay.
It is not exactly like that though,
it is just easier to explain that way.
Meanwhile...

Mother was their, subject to raise 3 older sisters.
They gave me what I do have, they showed me what I do know.
I look at me the way a girl looks at herself.
I wouldn't be suprised if I didn't adapt an estrogen release in my brain,
as my way of thinking and reacting and feeling and all things is that of a girl, a lady.
Meanwhile...

When I run across a man, that is actually a man, that is not like my dad,
it is like something I haven't seen, something new, different, forign.
The ego and the strive that they carry themselves with to get themselves through things
All of that, I am somewhat attracted to that.

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from Weather Arch Terrain Emulator Realm Sun, released August 27, 2015

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